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lightningdark) wrote2008-08-05 11:34 pm
lightningdark) wrote2008-08-05 11:34 pm
the dark goes before the dawn
this is pretty much just a random rant from me. and guess what its about... yes the wonderful *eurgh* spoilers about Hollyoaks this week. its all under a cut, because well some people, if you have been living on a different planet for the last few months, may have no idea what this is.
So I'm not even surprised that Kieron is being killed. Sort of been waiting for it to be confirmed. I am not bothered as a JPKer, I'm bothered as a JPCer. I 100% believe that JP loves Kieron, no matter what the stupid things he is no doubt going to do when Craig turns up. What bothers me is how are JPC ever going to be able to be together with that hanging over the relationship. Which it will be. How is JP going to live with that guilt? I'm putting all my faith in Craig here, which really if history of his character is anything to go by then its a bad idea, but I don't think its wrong to hope that Craig Dean may have actually grown in the last year. What I'd really love, is to see Craig being the friend to John Paul, the friend JP will need at a time like this. It was the first thing I loved about JPC, that friendship and how close they were and how they understood one another, before the feelings between them changed.
JP holding Kieron's dead body in his arms will pretty much kill me. I don't even think I want to watch it, I mean I will, but its going to be so hard. And the fact that he is off with Craig as he lays dying with Niall watching on is just the biggest kick in the face for the JPKers I think, because it just confirms all our fears as JPKers, was JP ever really invested in the relationship? Or was he just waiting around for Craig Dean to reappear? And if that is the case, that's fine, but why give us this amazing romance between Kieron and JP, if they were just going to turn round and say actually it didn't mean that much at all. And I just don't think that of John Paul, I want to believe he has grown from that and is better than that, but him having sex with Craig pretty much ruins that idea I have of him.
Having said all of that, I do believe that this is all going to play out fantastically, and while I am dreading it, I am actually very much looking forward to the whole thing just being over with.
I always think that the best love storys have been tragic ones, and JPK is certainly that now.
I can't decide if I wanted JPC to leave together, I think if its as friends, I will be happy, but anything more wouldn't seem right after everything that has happened. But who knows, I'
JP holding Kieron's dead body in his arms will pretty much kill me. I don't even think I want to watch it, I mean I will, but its going to be so hard. And the fact that he is off with Craig as he lays dying with Niall watching on is just the biggest kick in the face for the JPKers I think, because it just confirms all our fears as JPKers, was JP ever really invested in the relationship? Or was he just waiting around for Craig Dean to reappear? And if that is the case, that's fine, but why give us this amazing romance between Kieron and JP, if they were just going to turn round and say actually it didn't mean that much at all. And I just don't think that of John Paul, I want to believe he has grown from that and is better than that, but him having sex with Craig pretty much ruins that idea I have of him.
Having said all of that, I do believe that this is all going to play out fantastically, and while I am dreading it, I am actually very much looking forward to the whole thing just being over with.
I always think that the best love storys have been tragic ones, and JPK is certainly that now.
I can't decide if I wanted JPC to leave together, I think if its as friends, I will be happy, but anything more wouldn't seem right after everything that has happened. But who knows, I'